This is not working...

This whole committed relationship thing...ya, it's not working...I really really really really really want to cast on for a new project. My dad got me some hand made bone circular needles, and even though I am terrified to use them (what if they break?) I really want to use them. I have some new yarn that I got for a specific purpose, but I can't cast it on until at least one project is done. Now, my bag is almost done, but not soon enough. And I have this horrible feeling that I will need to get at least one more hank to finish it. But, so far, I have been really good. It has been...more than 10 days since I cast on for a project...I have never gone this long before...I think I am going into withdrawl...Maybe everyone was right about me...I don't know if I can do this....